i'm so hood

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I don't know if this is normal in other places, but in Norway it is always alot of those cool "i can beat you up for nothing"-girls on junior high.. Well, yeah.. I just found out we have girls like that on our school too.. AND yeah, i am talking about this year (!!)
Lucky me having one of the dramagirls in class i can hold control on all the bullshit.

Yesterday they even manage to gather four girls on both sides. Some of them actually came back to school only to have the discussion about who talked behind who's back again.... Kind of a discussion i guess?.. Atleast that is what they called it..  Me being a total nerd, just ran out with Åsne to witness the whole thing, since i haven't seen anyone fight in years, and was so stoked for blood.. Or atleast a freacking bitchslap?!

Offcourse it all ended up with all the girls saying "i can beat all you guys up alone", without doing anything...
They was just standing there like idiots (like girls like that ALWAYS do) and yelled unrelevant shit to eachother.. And to make is even funnyer, all the blonde girls was talking worse norwegian then a foreign grandfather..


LOLLL - CHEERS TO LIFE, LOVE AND PEACE EVERYONE

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My last 24 hours in pictures

"you should add her"

shorts//levis 505         sweater//one of a kind handmade          belt//diy       jacket//vintage

You remember that guy i told you about?.. yeah, that retarted facebookguy..

When i came to school today i offcourse wanted to hear all the gossip about him, since it is out of this world funny.
Not long into the day me and another girl in class took a sigarette, and she told me she had something cool to tell me about him. I offcourse wanted to hear all about it!
What i didn't know was her making a total ass out of me..

She added him on facebook, and yesterday they had they're first chat.

She told me that she had told him he should add me, because i am nice, and i am one of her friends.. LOL
He didn't understand why, because we don't know eachother, but she still told him he should, because "then we can all get to know eachother".

I am the most awkward person ever when it comes to stuff like this, and offcourse had to ask her why she said what she said and she answered with, " i didn't want him to think i like him".

HAHAHA, BUT IT IS OKAY FOR HIM TO THINK I LIKE HIM THEN?!
Thank god i have a boyfriend!

diy inspiration

Julie is really in the arts and crafts corner at the moment, and with me visiting i offcourse took advantage of this by asking for one of these beauties to use as a belt.. LOVE IT!

facebooklovers

jacket//vintage        shirt//bikbok         shorts//505 levis         necklace//diy       watch//guess

                                                                                                                                                                  So after a while with no blogging i must admit i miss taking pictures and updating all of my sweet followers with my random irritation in life.. the blog is kind of my meditation..

And when i am talking about things that irritates me i am so irritated over "facebookfriends". For updating you about the whole story a pretty hot guy started in our class, and offcourse every girl started a "hot-boy crush" on him.
(in reality he isn't hot at all, but all the other guys in class makes him look hot)

He added one of the girls in class on facebook. A bit creepy, since they only had two friends in common, they had never talked before, and probably he have been searching around to find her since she don´t have the same name on facebook as on the class list.. Anyways..

They started to talk, and she just said she had noticed him and he was hot.. He answered with all this questions about how she coud think that, and started to tell her about he´s low self esteem...
And what the fuck is that? Telling a random girl you added on facebook two hours ago about your self esteem problems?

But this isn´t the point... He is not talking to her at all when they meet in class.. He is starring, but not talking.. creepy?
We talked about how strange this is on the bus on our way home today, and offcourse he was standing on the other side of the bus.. When i went of, there was only they left on the bus and he sat next to her..
AND STILL HE DIDN´T TALK?!!
He was litteraly looking all other places then in her eyes, and they sat infront of eachother...

You must feel so dumb, boy..

my camera is dead

Sorry for the abstence, but my camera is currently living in a better place right now. Heaven.

plum

jacket//hm       knit//carlings          jeans//gina tricot           shoes//uggs     leather"choker"//hm

I am pondering about the new school-trend, "not giving a fuck". In my sociology, there's always the same people answering and the same people who don't even bother to try to answer any questions.. Offcourse if they decide to speak, almost every time they puke out a cool comment "i didn't do my homework", or "stop bothering me".

I find one of the guys excpecially interesting. He is like the coolest gangster in the whole class, and all the coolest girls always giggle because of he's coolness and hot comments.
It is the same shit every class. If he decite even to come, offcourse. He can't be a tiny bit bothered about the nomality of sitting still or shutting the fuck up when other people talk, and even less bothered when the teacher kicks him out of  the classroom.

There is so many people like this around the school. I can see girls ditching classes to sit in the canteen , guys running around pranking eachother in the hallways and the list coud go on and on about what they do instead of homework, or even bother to be in they're class!

And not to be "little miss-adult" or anything, but i can't really see the "coolness" about being stupid? And what the fuck are you even doing here in the first place when you don't care? School is something you choose, and not something you have to do, but still you complain and bother everyone else?

It is strange how people are.. It is like they don't understand that you choose what to do, and it is not like if everyone else does it, you must do it to.. If  you hate school, then start to work!
It is not like anyone woud miss you or something anyways, stupid human.


Now i am cooling down. It's friday, and it's relaxation-time! Alot of awesome event this weekend, and alot of cool people going out.. 

i love you, babe

Since i am a total micromanagefreak, i have just given up on letting other people take my outfit-pictures. Sometimes it turns out o.k, but mostly i never get the image as i want.. And with the darkness setting in before i even get the change to go home, Alex can't take my pictures eather..
But suddently, out of nowhere me and åsne took a shoot, and she just killed it!
Åsne is one of my best friends, and even goes to my school., and it is really strange i have never let her try before (?!)
Lately she have taken all of my outfitpictures, and i must say she is pretty damn skilled when she had never done anything like this before..  Pretty perfect with a little photagrapher on school, isn't it?

I am so thankful, and with all my heart (knowing you will read this later) thank you so mutch! i love you so freaking much, babe

jacket//bikbok      shirt//jenifer       knit//acne     shorts//bikbok    

to cool 4 school

Since a snowstorm suddently came up when i was suppose to get home from school today i chilled at the library while waiting.. Offcourse what i didn't expect was the queue standing almost still and it ended up with me sitting there for over two hours..

At least i had some good entertainment by the new teacher having the total " i am so cool " - thing over him.. He was talking like everyone was his homies or something and made a stupid joke out of eveything..

I was sitting there with my computer and suddently everything crashed, so i asked him if he coud help me and it ended up being him squarring about how fucked up our computers are, and then gave me a hit on my shoulder saying "you can chill now" when he finally fixed it... So yeah, thanks, that made me really comfortable?
or as he called it.. Chilled..

It is so stupid with those teachers doing the "buddy"-thing with everyone.. It's just so lame.

jacket//one     sweather//americal apparell     dress/made by me        shoes//sixtynine

And by the way, thank you so mutch for all the sweet words!
It is really awesome knowing people like your random shit, and it really makes my day when i see more and more visitors.
It makes me really wanting to become even better with posting my looks, and you may have noticed i'ved starting being a bit better lately?

Anyways, i love all you guys! peace and love

søttendeiførstetotusenogtolv

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They say we leave this world, just as we arrived. Naked and alone. 

So if we then leave with nothing, is our life then defined by the people we deciede to love?

Or is it simply measured by our accomplishments?

And so, what if we fail, or truly never get loved.. Can we ever measure up?

fuck you, bitch

crochet//vintage      trench//h&m         scarf//burberry     shoes//converse        purse//mexico

Like everyone else you may think i have those standard new year's resolutions like quit smoking, start exercising, being better at school.. you get the idea..
offcourse i have these types resolutions too, but the most important promise to myself this year is deffiently to "become more of a bitch".

Not exactly being a bitch, But  if you think about how many times people dusgust you because of an fucked up personallitydissorder and you just want to tell them how retarted they are, but you never find yourself saying it, not to be rude..
well, thats not me anymore.. I am  going to take up more space, in other words. And if a person irritates me(and normally i would be nice and hang out with them on school or something) i am just telling them how i feel by saying " i bet you're cool and all that, but i just don't think we match up like friends" or something..

I always find myself in so many situations i don't want to be in, and there is so many people i don't mind removing from my life when i couldn't care less about having those awquard conversations about they're dog's or something, when i just can't stand them..

It could alomst sound like i hate everybody in my life, which is not true, but i have just reflected over myself being unhappy with some people in my life, and just tought this is the best way.. to be real

So if i don't like you. fuck, you bitch

teateatea

Anyone knowing a bit about me also know i don't wake up early just by own interest, but today i must say i was pretty damn awesome when i woke up at 6 when i start at 10..(?!)

Why? I just felt like it!

okay.. i lied.. i offcourse felt asleep yesterday at Alexander's, and i had to drag myself trough the freezing cold and total darkness to get home again, and now i am pooring down redbul like never before...
... but atleast i have some extra time for styling..
or maybe not? oh, my,freacking,  (!!) , Me being just as i always am lost track of time, and suddently i have to stress..

I hate mixing up how mutch time i have left in the mornings.. happend to me like.. every day

inspiration

Snapshots from my friend's room,yesterday.. 

I love how you can see that each thing is part of a great memory, and i just love how she have decorated her room with full of her good vibes.. a peaceful place, don't you think?

et barn av tiden

shorts//bikbok     purse//mexico     jewerly//vintage,christiania,diy     fringetop//bikbok     top//americal apperal     shoes//converse    jacket/h&m

Friday down, just saturday to go.. I went out yesterday with two of my best girls, and i really had a blast! We started drinking at julie's place and ended up going to a consert at BLITZ.. 

The strange thing was that it was to mutch people there to even get inside, when there was loads of free place.. Blitz is a ocupied building mainly being a place to hang out for punks and anarchist's who like to hate on almost everything.. and places like that dosen't exactly have a limit for how many people they can have there eather.

It is so funny to see how they just label you when if you don't have green hair and fourteen piercings, when one of the things they are fighting for is the same rights for everybody and to not label anyone.

I remenber when i was fourteen me and a friend went there, and almost ended up in a fight because some retarded punks telling us to leave, and if not they was suppose to fight us.. kinda twofaced, isn't it?

Hey you.
yes you. Stop being unhappy with yourself. you are perfect. stop wishing you looked like someone else or wishing they like you as much as they like someone else. stop trying to get attention from those who hurt you. stop hating your body, your face, your personality, your quirks. love them.
without those things you wouldn't be you. and why do you want to be someone else?
be conident with who you are. smile. it will draw people in. if anyone hates you because you are happy with yourself then you stick your middle finger in the air and say screw it, my happyness will not depent on others anymore.
i'm happy because i love who i am. i love my flaws. i love my imperfections.they make me, me. 
and "me" is pretty amazing.

unfocused

Yaai, today i got an strong 5 on my sociologyclassignment!!     (best in Norway is 6)
I would absolutely not, in a whole lifetime ever guess i would manage to pull it off!

Me and three girls was suppose to do this, and it ended up being me doing the whole thing yesterday when everyone else had used several days in our "suppose to be working" -schoolclasses.
As always i was offcourse working together with my team player Camilla, but this time we tryed working with another girl aswell and i must say that was the most aweful thing ever.. ever

I shoud of guessed it, cause when i tryed to work with this girl before,  it was the most irritating and dumb collaboration i had to deal with my whole school-life-time, but i coudn't just say no eather when she wanted to join us? Atleast it felt so at that moment.

It was impossible working with sutch a uninspiering and argumentative person, and i pray to God i don't have to deal with the same situation twice when it all ended up with miss dramaqueen just leaving me alone to do all the work, calling me a bitch for being irritated on her because of a coupple of reasonable things i don't bother to mention here now.
Camilla coudn't help me eather when she was totaly buzy that night..

So when i was finished with the assignment "does Norway has it's own culture?" me and Camilla just read as hell to remember the lines of the whole debate, and we totaly killed it!

So now another pound is liftet off my shoulders and i can finally start reading about DNA molecules for my other class..

hoodie//cheap monday     scarf//thomas burberry       top//topshop         plugs//oslobodyart               shoes//converse
No i didn't go out without a jacket, but i just snapped this photos when Åsne was taking a quick sigarette.. i am not that icecold.. nahmeen? haha, lol

my boyfriend must be...

Okay.. anybody else then me having those retarted piczo-sites from when you where way to young to ever be published online? Me and a friend browsed thru mine from when i was about fourteen today, and oh my god, i must say i was pretty awesome.. or maybe not..
It is loads and loads of fucked up pictures of me thinking i was the worlds coolest person ever, and i must admit i totaly wasn't!
It was so much fun there to see, but if it was one thing being totaly out of line there it must be my boyfriendmaterial.. My crawings was kinda simple, and let me just quote myself;
My boyfriend must be kind, sexy, cute, being a little badboy and totaly have a scooter...


HAVE A SCOOTER?!

knitted//diesel

morning meditation

My second night having a bad dream.. It is really stealing all my energi and still i have loads and loads of schoolwork to finish.. Tomorrow, me and two others from my sociologyclass are suppose to have a presentation about culture in Norway, but yesterday the girl with all our work was nowhere to be found.. Hope she is there today, because we have to finish this just perfect..

In the meantime enjoy three random pictures from the last coupple of days.. I am stressing with an redbull on one side and make-up on the other..